poem

a poem most close to my heart, something that relates to me somewhere in this life.. sometimes life is tough and confusing and you dont know where its leading to,time helps us to know the meaning of life and what purpose we are here for... have you ever lived for a certain purpose or realized the true meaning of life? can anyone share their feelings on life with me... what is life exactly to you?



I sometimes find I'm driftingThrough this life without effect;I often wonder if I'm trulyWorth what I've been blessed.I search through days that have been hard,To try to understand,The many trials that I have known,The life that I have had.You see me in my daily grind,So confident and strong;Yet when I am alone, I questionJust where I belong.I often try too hard I find,To analyze and guess,To scrutinize, investigateMy life I will confess.For somewhere deeper, there must beSome meaning to this life,Some way to make a difference,Give a reason for this strife.Is there some hidden meaning?Some agenda to be found?A greater purpose waitingIf I care to hang around?It teases and it taunts me,Always slightly out of sight;A hazy vision out of reach,Where darkness hides the light.I struggle to bring clarityTo what awaits me there,And yet this weak illusionAlways fades before my stare.It seems the harder that I try,To focus through the haze,Just serves to add more questions,Through my endless, tired gaze.Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,To understand it all,For can we ever truly knowJust what we have in store?Each incident, each moment passed,Just adds upon the next,But in the end, will I find truth ...Or will I be perplexed?Perhaps I make it harderThan it has to be sometimes,But will my searching bring to meMy meaning over time?Or will it leave me broken,And confused as I feel now,While questions bring no solitude,To this, my wrinkled brow.

cat and mouse

Popular Culture could mean anything. Even a cartoon that has been so well adapted that it fits right into the great canon of works.For me Tom and Jerry fits the bill…so here it is…Ladies and Gentlemen… Tom & Jerry!The oldest running cartoon any one can remember can undoubtedly be Tom and Jerry. This cat and mouse charade and shenanigans had (make it have—I watch all the reruns) us all in splits. The well-written scripts, the jazz undertones, the violent bashings–all of them combined produce a cartoon that can never be duplicated.This cartoon was created by William Hanna and Joseph Barbera and was produced by the famous Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer from the years 1940 to 1958.The entire show depended on the ruckus created because Tom (the cat) could not catch Jerry (the adorable, cheese-loving mouse).The house was turned upside down, the characters were everywhere- from outer space to underground and poor Tom was knocked around till be turned several shades of purple, blue and green —but our smart mouse Jerry would not be caught (except when he went for the cheese).The best thing in the cartoon is that no one speaks (other than the occasional howls of pain coming mainly from Tom). The jazz music provides the perfect setting and scenario for the rather violent but utterly charming cartoon. William Hanna provided most of the sounds emitted from Tom and Jerry and the most popular screaaaaam from Tom (yes, I know you know which one)Tom cat is quite the lazy bum, always seen sleeping or protecting his precious milk which Jerry is always eyeing. Thus begins the drama or you can say the cat and mouse game (no pun intended!!!)It is rare when Tom triumphs over Jerry and when he does you actually cheer the poor fella on (he really does get quite the thrashing—you know!).The other characters are also as delightful even Butch – the scruffy black alley cat that lives in a dustbin, Spike the dog and his son Tyke. Sometimes we can hear Spike talk and it is said that his voice and demeanor was much like Jimmy Durante for if you remember ‘Dat’s my boy’ yes…it’s taken from him. If you were a regular Tom and Jerry addict then you had to remember Quacker the duck and there is Jerry’s uncle Pecos who made his appearance with his guitar (and when his strings snapped he used Tom’s whiskers.)And oh!!! Let us not forget cute Nibbles -the diaper clad junior mouse that just cannot stop eating. You want to cuddle him he is just so cute.So I guess all you out there are rushing to get the Tom and Jerry DVD’s and watch them with a bucket full of melted butter popcorn and do I dare say cheese sticks.I’ll catch you later. I’m about to do the exact same thing!!!

life in tcr!!!!

well....tcr wat to say...i simply love tcr 4 no matter wat....mom hates tcr...she alws wana stay in a happening place...well me too..butapart from tcr :)...lovely place..very quiet and calm place...used to go to vadakunatham parmekavu thiruvambadi everyday..gng to vadakanathan at 8 was a routine....as soon as appa comes telling him to get ready..though he is tired...somehow he manages to come wid me....
now coming to school life..my 11th..wat to say???i am in short of words when i tok abt that...ssghs has left me wid most weirdest memories...
1st in school...it goes like this..i was the only gal who came from calicut..rest every1 was in tcr itself..so it was a sort of gang based..many were from same school..neighbours ...
i was all left alone 4 1 hr..then i decided this wont work out..i was really frustutated widout toking..well friends u no me na how much i tok...i just shut my mouth when i am sleeping...
so i decided dat i will go meet every1 personally..i went to every1 tokked to them...some girls were really staring at me like anything..i gave a damn..finally started toking to dhanya..1st thing i did was asked a ph number...evg i called her...tokked 4 around 2 hrs..and it was gr8 toking to her...next day in school sat wid her..me as alws was teling poor pjs and killing her:)
next day manju came and asked..ninde veedu evadeya?i told near wadakestand...she said oh tcr anele??i was really suprised:o then only i came to no that ppl say they r staying in tcr when u live in town...phew!!
well ...dat went on....
there started our fs...we still keep in touch...
thr r lot of memories in tcr....
the word my maam said..anjana ne sherikum miss cheyum:(
i really miss my bindhu maam..love u so much maam...
well i will stop here...if i tell i will go on..and on...

building castle in air

crazy......but this is to prove a point........why can't one accomplish it.........i feel this phrase is to dissuade man from realising his dream......even before he unveils the plan to build his castle.........history encouraged me......people laughed at the idea of man flying.......Now,the day dawns with innumerable airplanes taking off......it was the idea tht changed our lives.....i appreciate these critics for one thing.....they forced man to make the impossible...a reality.....In the lighter sense...it's extremely easy to build a castle in the virtual world and invite u to have a scroll inside........it's ur mind tht makes it real....it's ur mind tht makes it impossible to see what is right in front of u.....this is my idea......i hope u come up with a better idea.... 'cause,i dont think the way u do.....let's prove these guys wrong.....let's give them the privilege to gaze at what they cannot believe......history proves they are wrong......the future will prove the same

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Zzzzzz.........
Sleep........the best thing in my life,apart from being a natural state of rest characterized by reduced awareness of the surroundings is also something I love to do very often.It is a common misconception that long hours of sleep make one lazy,but I justify my long deep slumbers with the fact that "a normal man dies due to lack of sleep but not due to lack of food".Now after knowing this fact how is it that I reduce my sleeping period listening to the misconception..When the cluster is switched on,u r in what is called sweet, deep sleep, so close to tranquil death.What I have is the most hyperactive of such clusters which gets turned on(only the sleep)every now and then.Coming back to the misconception.....I am lazy to the hilt.But this has got nothin' to do with my sleeping habits.I beleive people do stuff only if they r very much interested in it and when they hesitate the others around just call them lazy.Sleep has no place in this picture.I dont understand why people say it is the sleep which makes one a sloth.So cut all the crap and sleep to the fullest.Cheers and happy sleeping

i am in love yet again!!!!

I have to stop doing it. I seem to be doing it on a regular basis now. I really really must stop falling in love. I seem to be falling in love so frequently that if I increased the frequency the shiv sena men would come and get me. At any given point of time I am love with at least 5 different people. Even as I type this I realize that I am falling love yet again!! In the past one week following are the people I fell in love with.
1..i fell in love with my 8yr old cousin..becoz..he gave me the icecream wch he got by criing so much from my unclee[:p]..sweet fellow i should say...i just love him..love u varum..muah!!!!
2)i fell love wid my my friend ashwathy when she she said anju u no what i loveu..in between when we were fighting 4 an silly issue..i was speachless 4 a min then i said i love u too sweetheart:)
3)i was love wid my mom:D when she got my fav earing wid out even me asking her...love u soomuch maa..
4)i was in love wid an auto driver who had put meter in cochin...imagine dat..non of the auto fellows do dat...i was really:o..
5)I fell in love with myself (yeah guys!! This one is really important. It is very important that u love urself if u want the world to love you. Never fall out of love with urself.) when a little something I wrote for someone’s birthday made that person really happy
6)was in love wid achu when he said i loved the birds..never seen so tiny windchime so cute
7)was in love wid bhaiya[srinath]when he 1st wished me 4 my bday last yr
8)i was in love wid a grandma last week when she said thanku when i made her cross the road
9)i was in love wid the waiter in mingpalace due to his cute smile when i ordered something and made him replace wid something else:)
10)i was in love wid my tally instrutor 4 bearing me 4 1 yr and finally i will b writing my xam tomorow:)
So as u see in the past 1 yr I have fallen in love with so many people and so many times that u can imagine the number of people I would have fallen in love with in the past 21 years. I am worried that if ever I get married and my husband asks me "so, have u had any past relationships?" I wonder what I will say!! :P Jokes apart. Right now I am totally in love with life and seem to be falling in love with everything and everyone. I love this phase in my life. I love writing about it, I love being able to write about it, I love the fact that I always seem to have a smile on my face, a song on my lips and a spring in my step. I love feeling useful and being able enough to help someone I don’t know. I love the fact that I have just enough time to do everything I like to do, I love the fact that I am getting to spend quality time with my friends...at present...make them happy by my small smalla chalis and madatharamz:p lolz