"i really miss u..i have many other friends to talk but its not the same..u ve such a deep understanding of who i am and i hardly have to speak any words and u no just wat i am saying..i really miss u and i want to be sure that u no that no matter whr i go whom i meet or wat i do i will never find as deep a friendship with any1 as i have with u..."
as this yr ends i take a opprtunity to tell u sorry if i have hurt u in any way..i am sorry..
wishing u a happy new year
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
i found it finally
yes..i found the reason for me putting on weight...i eat when i am happy i eat when i sad i eat when i study i eat b4 gng to sleep i eat when i am bored i eat when my dad scolds me i eat when i fight wid my friends..c i am eating fulltime24*7... :(
stop
i was just praying sterday that some1 should stop the clock or time of all the watches..i needed somemore time to b spent with my loved 1 :(time indeed flies...y god y?when v need more time time flies but when v dont need it it takes more time y god y?y does that happen
Monday, December 21, 2009
Rules for being happy...
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don't stay on the bump too long. Move on! When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry as hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved -- the rest is up to the other person to realize your worth. The measure of love is when you love without measures. In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love who loves you in return. So once you have it don't ever let go -- the chance might never come your way again. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. We spend so much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give. When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his or her place. Friendship is like wine. It gets better as it grows older. Remember the five simple rules to being happy: Free your heart of hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less. No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. The people we are in relationship with are always a mirror, reflecting our own beliefs,and simultaneously we are mirrors, reflecting their beliefs.So... relationship is one of the most powerful tools for growth....If we look honestly at our relationships,we can see so much about how we have created them.
love
The more you love, the more you can love--- And the more intensely you love. Nor is there any limit on how many you can love - ROBERT HEINLEIN -
"Love is in the air" That's what John Paul Young said in his lyric. Love strikes when we fall in love to someone deeply. It's such a beautiful and indescribable feeling that you can imagine in your whole life. The euphoria tangled every feeling that you have, it simply drives you crazy where at one point you will do anything to win that person's heart no matter what happen. We can't deny that it comes by naturally and it makes you feel alive. Love doesn’t count on how old are you or whether you’re available on that time. It’s weird when you call someone in the middle of the night telling them how much you miss them until you just can’t get a good sleep. Yes it’s weird when you are madly in love with someone because it makes you so emotional and fragile. It gives you the boost to be out of your control when you’re jealous, angry, aesthetic, sad and joy.
Getting along is another different stage in a relationship that requires an understanding, sacrificing, trust, commitment and unconditional love. When two individual have these kind of values, it simply leads them the key to happiness. A beginning of a relationship seems to be like a sweet honey that everything is almost perfect. We never have the gut to hurt each other or create a fight. That’s what we call love is in the air when we don’t see the weaknesses of each other and claim it to be as heaven’s blessing. Love is weird and the next thing that you want to do is to stay loyal, build a perfect family and love that person for the rest of your life. Love can change the way you are without realizing it because you’re willing to do anything and you’re enjoying every changes that you have. When a woman loves a man, she will do anything to make his man happy at every moment and preserve it with her whole heart. She will ensure that his man will get the best from what she had because he deserve to have everything from her.
"Love is in the air" That's what John Paul Young said in his lyric. Love strikes when we fall in love to someone deeply. It's such a beautiful and indescribable feeling that you can imagine in your whole life. The euphoria tangled every feeling that you have, it simply drives you crazy where at one point you will do anything to win that person's heart no matter what happen. We can't deny that it comes by naturally and it makes you feel alive. Love doesn’t count on how old are you or whether you’re available on that time. It’s weird when you call someone in the middle of the night telling them how much you miss them until you just can’t get a good sleep. Yes it’s weird when you are madly in love with someone because it makes you so emotional and fragile. It gives you the boost to be out of your control when you’re jealous, angry, aesthetic, sad and joy.
Getting along is another different stage in a relationship that requires an understanding, sacrificing, trust, commitment and unconditional love. When two individual have these kind of values, it simply leads them the key to happiness. A beginning of a relationship seems to be like a sweet honey that everything is almost perfect. We never have the gut to hurt each other or create a fight. That’s what we call love is in the air when we don’t see the weaknesses of each other and claim it to be as heaven’s blessing. Love is weird and the next thing that you want to do is to stay loyal, build a perfect family and love that person for the rest of your life. Love can change the way you are without realizing it because you’re willing to do anything and you’re enjoying every changes that you have. When a woman loves a man, she will do anything to make his man happy at every moment and preserve it with her whole heart. She will ensure that his man will get the best from what she had because he deserve to have everything from her.
i miss u
I just can't get him out of my mind and I feel unfair because it seems like it's so easy for him to live without me. I hate myself of missing him every moment he's away from me. I wish there's a medicine to forget someone temporary or to make you in control of being in love. If it happens for you to know this medicine, simply contact my friend . I feel weird when he's not around and I'm craving for him as if I will never see him again. I hate this feeling and I wish I am less clingy. It is as if I've never see him for a long time that I keep on looking on the phone screen and waiting for him to call me saying that he miss me . If only he knows what I feel, I'm glad enough to hear that. I feel so lifeless for everything I do is because of him. I'm so super emotional today and I hate this. I love him so much.... You can say whatever you want.. If only I can forget him until he comes back to me again........lol
hows it :P
being single i dont no y i am writing all these hahaha..dont no what is making me do this?
i am becoming etra romantic since 2 months hehe..i am talking as if is my own experience hahaha..after reading my blogs my friends asked me r u in a love failure or ru in love?i said i am not in both..
these all i have kept written in my diary i am all alone..for me when i am alone the writer in me arises:P
hows it :P
being single i dont no y i am writing all these hahaha..dont no what is making me do this?
i am becoming etra romantic since 2 months hehe..i am talking as if is my own experience hahaha..after reading my blogs my friends asked me r u in a love failure or ru in love?i said i am not in both..
these all i have kept written in my diary i am all alone..for me when i am alone the writer in me arises:P
falling slowly
I don't know youBut I want youAll the more for thatWords fall through meAnd always fool meAnd I can't reactAnd games that never amountTo more than they're meantWill play themselves outFalling slowly, eyes that know meAnd I can't go backMoods that take me and erase meAnd I'm painted blackYou have suffered enoughAnd warred with yourselfIt's time that you wonTake this sinking boat and point it homeWe've still got timeRaise your hopeful voice you had a choiceYou've made it nowFalling slowly sing your melodyI'll sing along..
Sunday, December 20, 2009
for no reason
Why do relationships come with a death wish. There is a purpose behind all that occurs, it is said but in case of a relationship going wrong, what can be the purpose? If one is willing to make the effort to keep it alive and good then why is it that this effort goes unrecognized. And if this be a pattern then can the effort sustain itself? The only purely joyous relationship in life I guess can be the one which one has with ones’ children, at least until they grow into adults and acquire the habit of sitting judgement like all others. Until then they are ready to accept you as the best parent or person in the world and all that you do for them or for your relationship with them is accepted, appreciated and rewarded in the form of the unbiased love that they give. This, perhaps, is the reason we strive all our lives, or at least most of us do, to keep them in that mould for a lifetime, as the little ones who accepted our love as pure and absolute, no questions asked or doubts raised. In all other cases, the extra baggage becomes burdensome and stifling. It is always about having to justify oneself and needing to prove how you have not done one or the other wrong/injustice. Whereas a child will accept even your wrongs as the right thing to have occurred and will still seek the love in your eyes, for all others the love gets filmed over by their own unfulfilled expectations. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we could form just one relationship as innocent and non-judgemental in our lives as the one between a parent and child? Wishful thinking I guess….
its him again lol..
The door bell rings.
i come to attention for a minute and i am so excited and happy at the same time. It is my favourite time of the day. i loves opening the door for him every single evening. It gives me certain unique kind of happiness and satisfaction to do so. One more reason is i loves watching the love for me in his eyes when he sees me. His tiredness, fatigue, stress, frustration all vanishes just by looking at me. Looking at the black saree i am wearing, he thinks “how can you look so beautiful every single time I see you”
i makes way for him to come inside the house but he hardly leaves any place between the two and embraces me in his arms. This is what i was waiting for. A very gentle but passionate kiss follows. He goes into his bedroom for having a shower but shouts from there:
“What’s in for dinner tonight”, he asks. “ I’ve made your favourite dish – pasta, be quick I m just getting things ready for dinner”
“Okies!!! I’ll be quick” he shouts back.
Listening to hisfavourite song i started to prepare for the dinner, laid dishes on the table, carries few things from the fridge. He comes from behind, holds me from my waist (which wasn’t very slim but he always loved it) whispers in her ears “What was the need to make the pastas tonight darling when I have such a huge and hot dish ready in front of me”. i giggles but feels very shy and just managed to speak - “ Oh come on, I m very hungry, let me go and have dinner.
After the dinner, we cleared the dishes and as usual his cell rings (a real workaholic). i gets irritated to his boss who calls him almost thrice a day to discuss work and i have has to listen daily to those boring technical language. But it still gave me a good feeling that he worked so hard for her.
i picks up the tray of two coffee mugs and goes to the balcony where he is still talking on his cell. This is my favourite place in the whole house. The view is just awesome, the cold breeze, the lightings, the serenity, i can spend hours over here. He just finishes the talk on his cell. He asks “ hows your day been”, i replies” quite good, had a great time today, the friend I talked about last week , was here in the morning and we had a blast talking about the yester years, it was really wonderful and we both felt very nostalgic, talking about school days and everything. I insisted her to stay to meet you but she had to leave early in the noon so she left. After that I started writing again the some poem that I talked about, it is still not complete, and somehow I am taking more than my usual time on it. But plan to wrap it up soon. i asks “ hows your day been” . He started replying, going on and on and on, i was partly listening and partly thinking. When he sensed that i am not paying attention, he asked “ hey, where are you lost, whats on your mind?”. i said“nothing” and just as always, he believed me and went on with his story.But i lied. There were million things running in my mind. ithought how wonderful my life is , how caring my husband is, and how lovely home i am living in, how well everything turned out to be, those things that i dreamt of always, i said to myself “ dreams do come true” !!! what a dream..i love dreaming like kajol in ddlj"mere khwabo mein jo aaye aake mujhe ched jaye..use kaho kabi samne toh aaye:P
i come to attention for a minute and i am so excited and happy at the same time. It is my favourite time of the day. i loves opening the door for him every single evening. It gives me certain unique kind of happiness and satisfaction to do so. One more reason is i loves watching the love for me in his eyes when he sees me. His tiredness, fatigue, stress, frustration all vanishes just by looking at me. Looking at the black saree i am wearing, he thinks “how can you look so beautiful every single time I see you”
i makes way for him to come inside the house but he hardly leaves any place between the two and embraces me in his arms. This is what i was waiting for. A very gentle but passionate kiss follows. He goes into his bedroom for having a shower but shouts from there:
“What’s in for dinner tonight”, he asks. “ I’ve made your favourite dish – pasta, be quick I m just getting things ready for dinner”
“Okies!!! I’ll be quick” he shouts back.
Listening to hisfavourite song i started to prepare for the dinner, laid dishes on the table, carries few things from the fridge. He comes from behind, holds me from my waist (which wasn’t very slim but he always loved it) whispers in her ears “What was the need to make the pastas tonight darling when I have such a huge and hot dish ready in front of me”. i giggles but feels very shy and just managed to speak - “ Oh come on, I m very hungry, let me go and have dinner.
After the dinner, we cleared the dishes and as usual his cell rings (a real workaholic). i gets irritated to his boss who calls him almost thrice a day to discuss work and i have has to listen daily to those boring technical language. But it still gave me a good feeling that he worked so hard for her.
i picks up the tray of two coffee mugs and goes to the balcony where he is still talking on his cell. This is my favourite place in the whole house. The view is just awesome, the cold breeze, the lightings, the serenity, i can spend hours over here. He just finishes the talk on his cell. He asks “ hows your day been”, i replies” quite good, had a great time today, the friend I talked about last week , was here in the morning and we had a blast talking about the yester years, it was really wonderful and we both felt very nostalgic, talking about school days and everything. I insisted her to stay to meet you but she had to leave early in the noon so she left. After that I started writing again the some poem that I talked about, it is still not complete, and somehow I am taking more than my usual time on it. But plan to wrap it up soon. i asks “ hows your day been” . He started replying, going on and on and on, i was partly listening and partly thinking. When he sensed that i am not paying attention, he asked “ hey, where are you lost, whats on your mind?”. i said“nothing” and just as always, he believed me and went on with his story.But i lied. There were million things running in my mind. ithought how wonderful my life is , how caring my husband is, and how lovely home i am living in, how well everything turned out to be, those things that i dreamt of always, i said to myself “ dreams do come true” !!! what a dream..i love dreaming like kajol in ddlj"mere khwabo mein jo aaye aake mujhe ched jaye..use kaho kabi samne toh aaye:P
the pain when u loose some1 close to u
“I've learned that: goodbyes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget times, words can never replace feelings!!!!!"
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
Thats why my tears help me a lot... i vent all my anger.. my hurt... evrything out in those tiny tears... dat feeling is so differnt... when u r crying ur heart out... may b coz u have been hurt... its neither gud nor bad... bt its something u cant stop!... sometimes feel betr aftr those tears r all out... sometimes dey cant stop themselves... its miraculous how the heart connects and communicates to ur eyes and tells them... "u r hurt... cry out"!!!!
Being very emotional and empathetic i tend not to lose mch time to shed those tears... it can be coz of the feeling of pain (may be mine or someone i see in pain)... i feel it lik a sword... hurting me... n thn cant stop those mighty tears... sometimes there is no reason... yes!... there isint... i guess not many understand how it is to cry witot a reason... may be somethin within has felt pain... n u dont realise... may be the conscious u ...
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
Thats why my tears help me a lot... i vent all my anger.. my hurt... evrything out in those tiny tears... dat feeling is so differnt... when u r crying ur heart out... may b coz u have been hurt... its neither gud nor bad... bt its something u cant stop!... sometimes feel betr aftr those tears r all out... sometimes dey cant stop themselves... its miraculous how the heart connects and communicates to ur eyes and tells them... "u r hurt... cry out"!!!!
Being very emotional and empathetic i tend not to lose mch time to shed those tears... it can be coz of the feeling of pain (may be mine or someone i see in pain)... i feel it lik a sword... hurting me... n thn cant stop those mighty tears... sometimes there is no reason... yes!... there isint... i guess not many understand how it is to cry witot a reason... may be somethin within has felt pain... n u dont realise... may be the conscious u ...
are we becoming less ???????
A friend sent me this mail recently and though it is funny, it does say a lot subtly about our life today.
21st Century
We are becoming lesser by the day...
Our Communication - Wireless
Our Telephone - Cordless
Our Emails - Useless
Our Cooking - Fireless
Our Youth - Jobless
Our Food - Fatless
Our Labour - Effortless
Our Conduct - Worthless
Our Relations - Loveless
Our Attitude - Careless
Our Feelings - Heartless
Our Politician - Shameless
Our Education - Valueless
Our Follies - Countless
Our Arguments - Baseless
Our Life - Aimless
Our Job - Thankless
Our Salary - VERY VERY LESS
21st Century
We are becoming lesser by the day...
Our Communication - Wireless
Our Telephone - Cordless
Our Emails - Useless
Our Cooking - Fireless
Our Youth - Jobless
Our Food - Fatless
Our Labour - Effortless
Our Conduct - Worthless
Our Relations - Loveless
Our Attitude - Careless
Our Feelings - Heartless
Our Politician - Shameless
Our Education - Valueless
Our Follies - Countless
Our Arguments - Baseless
Our Life - Aimless
Our Job - Thankless
Our Salary - VERY VERY LESS
when the tiger becomes cheetha
Two days after allegations of Tiger Woods' infidelity popped up online, Woods crashed his car into a fire hydrant and tree outside his Orlando mansion at 2:25 a.m. the morning after Thanksgiving. Police and EMTs who responded found Woods drifting in and out of consciousness and took him to the hospital. Although it was initially reported that wife Elin had rescued her husband from the car by taking a golf club to the car's back window and dragging him out, rumors swirled that she had actually caused Tiger's injuries when confronting him about his affair. Woods turned away police three times in the days following the accident and didn't release a statement until two days later. Since then, more women have stepped forward claiming they were also involved with Woods. On Dec. 2, Woods apologized to his family and fans for his "transgressions”. Tiger Woods said he let his family down with transgressions he regrets “with all of my heart,” and that he will deal with his personal life behind closed doors. The list of women's alleging to have had an affair with Mr. Wood is now at 11 :1.) Rachel Uchitel2.) Jamie Grubbs3.) Kalika Moquin4.) Cori Rist5.) Jamie Jungers6.) Mindy Lawton7.) Holly Sampson8.) Joslyn James9.) However 3 remaining mistress of Mr. Wood said that they doesn’t want to be identified.(One is from Florida and the other two are from UK)Welcome to the Tigerland….But what is the main reason behind this?? Why he cheated?? He has a good career, beautiful wife n kids ,money, fame, Iconic status in his country n everything that a man could possibly dreamed off …….Why the hell he gave up all of this??? What was going on in his mind at that time??? Before we speculate on the reason behind this scandal …we first find out the psyche of a man…….What could be the possible reasons???.....Either he was bored out of his life?? I don’t think a person earning millions, winning every tournament, National Icon, No 1 golfer …...couldn’t ve that case or may be i dont know…..... Well may be his wife is not hot enough for him?? That is not the case coz Elin Nordegren is a pretty hot n beautiful lady …….. May be he is a sexual psycho/sexual predator/sex addict or something, that he cant control himself??…….but If you carefully study the list of all the names of the mistresses then u will realize that most of them r either pornstars or related to that industry …so it will give strength to our reason that Mr Wood may be a sexual psycho. He may be watching porn when he was 10 or so(addicted to porn) and some of his affairs were before he got married so finally when he got married his wife cudn’t satisfy him(wont agree to do stuff that he wanted)…so he turned to more professional way to satisfy himself (pornstars)…….well i happen to read this article about him in a magazine and also in net and other medias and one of my roomate also disscused about this in my room so i thot i can share this information....Well the exact reason will come out when he will confess or may be we will not be able to know the exact reasons behind the scandal or there may be no reasons at all……he just did it(“Just do it” ….is the tagline for Nike ….one of the major sponsors of Mr. Woods…..ha….)!! Everything apart one has to feel for his wife ……coz everytime a scandal broke out the worst will happen to the women and to her family (especially children’s)……she is not the culprit but she has to suffer coz of her husband stupidity ….se has to make important decisions now as whether she will going to stay with him or not???...But a News Channel said that Elin will not divorce woods for the sake of their children n being a divorced child she knew the impact of the divorce on the child. If she do that then it will be a brave move n we salute her for that but one thing for sure she will forgive tiger(for the family) but will never forget ………..this will haunt tiger forever……..Speaking of the public image of the tiger …well we all r the part of a forgiving society n we will forget this in next 6 mnths or so (as in Mr wood case so it may take a long time)…….But it will ve an impact on his image as he will not be considered a national icon anymore…..may not get any social or political awards(he may win in golf or not, may be he will take retirement, we will get to know abt that later) ……. Woods makes over $100 million a year from advertising and he has endorsement agreements with Accenture Plc, Nike Inc., PepsiCo Inc.’s Gatorade, Tag Heuer International SA watches, Electronic Arts Inc., Upper Deck Co., NetJets Inc., TLC Vision Corp. and Procter & Gamble Co.’s Gillette. Advertisements featuring Tiger Woods have disappeared from prime-time broadcast television and many cable channels so it may have an impact on his fortune also.Whatever be the outcome of this scandal or the impact on the tiger family or on his career on thing is for sure its already the Christmas time for the media …………..boy they r enjoying every bit of it……..Its not just Tiger who was exposed by his scandal there r many celebrities in the past who had done the same thing
Kobe Bryant
After arriving at a Colorado hotel in June 2003, where he was to await surgery, Kobe Bryant began what he contended was a mutual sexual encounter with a hotel employee. However, the employee, Katelyn Faber, accused Bryant of rape. Bryant, who was married, underwent several months of criminal hearings and willingly submitted to forensic testing. The charges were dropped when Bryant’s attorneys submitted evidence that undermined Faber’s claim and her general credibility as a witness, causing her to decline further testimony against Bryant. The case was later resolved by private settlement.
Rick Pitino
On April 18, 2009, Louisville men’s basketball coach Rick Pitino accused Karen Sypher, with whom he had a sexual encounter in a local restaurant, of extortion. Shortly after Sypher was indicted on extortion charges, she declared that the affair had not been consensual, that Pitino had raped her on several occasions and that one such instance resulted in a pregnancy. Pitino, widely revered as the only coach to lead three separate teams to the Final Four, was not charged based on the claim. He eventually issued a formal apology for the incident and resumed his coaching position at Louisville.Max Mosley
In March of 2008, Formula One racing chief Max Mosley appeared with five prostitutes in a Nazi-themed sex video. Despite the absence of criminal charges against him stemming from the incident, many in the racing world criticized Mosley and attempted to distance themselves from the increasingly controversial chief. Mosley, while admitting participation in the event, denied allegations of Nazism. He kept his job.
Ronaldo
The world-renowned Brazilian soccer star Ronaldo received attention for an off-field incident involving transvestite prostitutes in April of 2008. After he mistakenly picked up three male prostitutes he had thought were women, Ronaldo claimed that the men attempted to extort money from him after bring told to leave. Although the incident brought negative attention to Ronaldo, who was recovering from injuries at the time, he was never brought up on solicitation of prostitution charges, as the practice is legal in Brazil.And the list goes on.......
Kobe Bryant
After arriving at a Colorado hotel in June 2003, where he was to await surgery, Kobe Bryant began what he contended was a mutual sexual encounter with a hotel employee. However, the employee, Katelyn Faber, accused Bryant of rape. Bryant, who was married, underwent several months of criminal hearings and willingly submitted to forensic testing. The charges were dropped when Bryant’s attorneys submitted evidence that undermined Faber’s claim and her general credibility as a witness, causing her to decline further testimony against Bryant. The case was later resolved by private settlement.
Rick Pitino
On April 18, 2009, Louisville men’s basketball coach Rick Pitino accused Karen Sypher, with whom he had a sexual encounter in a local restaurant, of extortion. Shortly after Sypher was indicted on extortion charges, she declared that the affair had not been consensual, that Pitino had raped her on several occasions and that one such instance resulted in a pregnancy. Pitino, widely revered as the only coach to lead three separate teams to the Final Four, was not charged based on the claim. He eventually issued a formal apology for the incident and resumed his coaching position at Louisville.Max Mosley
In March of 2008, Formula One racing chief Max Mosley appeared with five prostitutes in a Nazi-themed sex video. Despite the absence of criminal charges against him stemming from the incident, many in the racing world criticized Mosley and attempted to distance themselves from the increasingly controversial chief. Mosley, while admitting participation in the event, denied allegations of Nazism. He kept his job.
Ronaldo
The world-renowned Brazilian soccer star Ronaldo received attention for an off-field incident involving transvestite prostitutes in April of 2008. After he mistakenly picked up three male prostitutes he had thought were women, Ronaldo claimed that the men attempted to extort money from him after bring told to leave. Although the incident brought negative attention to Ronaldo, who was recovering from injuries at the time, he was never brought up on solicitation of prostitution charges, as the practice is legal in Brazil.And the list goes on.......
Saturday, December 19, 2009
unforgetable bday
u can say 2009 gave me a unforgetfull bday...!!!! grand treat by my friend....usually u treat others for ur bday but for me reverse happened...i got a wonderfull treat...!!!:P..u can say i got my treat on 29thlol..thanks a lot for the wonderfull day...
jab we met 2
21-03-2009..u can call this a shopping day too..my first meeting with my friend..first meeting with my friend..i was nervous...we went to glacierpark in gandhipuram..i was so nervous...i was speachless he asked u will speak only through phone not when u meet in person..i was like hmmmm errr...then i showed him the purchase i made from psr he liked 1 cloth..and told my selection is good..i giggled then we walked and reached archies and bought gifts for each other...then i said we will have cofee time was 3:50 and we went to annapoorna[hopefully i guess its annapoorna near lakshmi complex..then i had cofee he had rosemilk...!!!:) then we left the plce at 4:30..i had my bus at 5..supa 1st time...
hmmm that was again another experience going in supa..will never forget that day in my life...
reached tcr at7:30..suppa will not go to tcr..it stops at manuty then i took a rick and when to stand my dad was waiting der..i reached home at 8:) wonderfull day in my life
hmmm that was again another experience going in supa..will never forget that day in my life...
reached tcr at7:30..suppa will not go to tcr..it stops at manuty then i took a rick and when to stand my dad was waiting der..i reached home at 8:) wonderfull day in my life
jab we met
well what to say no matter what i simply love that movie have watched it minimum 100 times still i keep watchin it..today iwas just surfing through the channels in imagine channel "jab we met"..i screamed ammmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa c my adhithya..she said he is not urs :(i just love shahid in that movie.....
specially the song "tum seh
Aa aa..aa aa…aa aa..aa aa.. aa..
Na hai yeh pana
Na khona he hai
Tera na hona,
jaaneKuyn hona he hai
Tum Se Hi din hota hai
Surmayi shaam aati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Har ghadi saans aati hai
Zindagi kehlati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Na hai yeh panaNa khona hi hai
Tera na hona,
jaaneKuyn hona hi hai
Aa aa..aa aa…aa aa..aa aa.. aa..
Aankho mein aankhe teri
Bahoo mein Bahe teri
Mera na mujh mein kuch rahaHua kya
Bathon mein bathein teri
Rathe saogathe meriKuyn
tera sab yeh ho gayaHua kya
Mein kahin bhi jaata
hunTum Se Hi
mil jatha hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Shor mein khamoshi hai
Thodi si behoshi hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Aa aa aa aa aa aa…
Aadha sa vaada kabhi
Aadhe se zyada kabhi
Jee chahe karlu is tarah
Wafa kaChode na chute
kabhiTode na toote kabhi
Jo daaga tum se jud gayaWafa ka
Mein tera sarmaya hun
Jo bhi mein ban paya hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Raaste mil jate hai
Manzile mil jati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Na hai yeh pana
Na khona he hai
Tera na hona,
jaaneKuyn hona he hai
Aa aa aa aa aa aa
"kareena has got my character in that movie..she goes on talking n talking like me...my mom said and lot of others too..they also said...i am a original piece and no1 can subsitute me forever...!!!
i just shut my mouth while sleeping:)shhhhhzzzzzzz
specially the song "tum seh
Aa aa..aa aa…aa aa..aa aa.. aa..
Na hai yeh pana
Na khona he hai
Tera na hona,
jaaneKuyn hona he hai
Tum Se Hi din hota hai
Surmayi shaam aati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Har ghadi saans aati hai
Zindagi kehlati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Na hai yeh panaNa khona hi hai
Tera na hona,
jaaneKuyn hona hi hai
Aa aa..aa aa…aa aa..aa aa.. aa..
Aankho mein aankhe teri
Bahoo mein Bahe teri
Mera na mujh mein kuch rahaHua kya
Bathon mein bathein teri
Rathe saogathe meriKuyn
tera sab yeh ho gayaHua kya
Mein kahin bhi jaata
hunTum Se Hi
mil jatha hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Shor mein khamoshi hai
Thodi si behoshi hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Aa aa aa aa aa aa…
Aadha sa vaada kabhi
Aadhe se zyada kabhi
Jee chahe karlu is tarah
Wafa kaChode na chute
kabhiTode na toote kabhi
Jo daaga tum se jud gayaWafa ka
Mein tera sarmaya hun
Jo bhi mein ban paya hun
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Raaste mil jate hai
Manzile mil jati hai
Tum Se Hi Tum Se Hi
Na hai yeh pana
Na khona he hai
Tera na hona,
jaaneKuyn hona he hai
Aa aa aa aa aa aa
"kareena has got my character in that movie..she goes on talking n talking like me...my mom said and lot of others too..they also said...i am a original piece and no1 can subsitute me forever...!!!
i just shut my mouth while sleeping:)shhhhhzzzzzzz
being single
Sometimes a feeling of pride, at other times being lonely, a sense of being free, suddenly a burden! One with no hangups, but ones with no sharers, A position which is enviably unenviable!
my best friends wedding
My best friend’s wedding. Yes, I finally know how it feels when someone you grew up with, someone who was practically a part of your life till date is suddenly part of another family, part of a new bond. Seeing her up on the stage, glittering in a bright red sari, decked in jewels and flowers somehow brought back memories of scouting through malls for hippie earrings and matching bracelets. Seeing her frown at her to-be husband for a split second brought back memories of mid-road fights and tears. Seeing her accept ‘you-look-lovely’ compliments with grace and poise brought back memories of getting caught for giggling in the school assembly. Everything was a trigger for a fresh memory and there were loads of them. Her brother who used to be half my height, what seemed like a couple of years ago, now towered over me as he said, “Make yourself comfortable Akka” and pulled up a chair for me. Her parents who always thought of me as another daughter they had, were so flushed with joy that it was a pleasure to keep looking at their lovely faces.
And She. How much we had been through together! A huge bundle of joys, another one of sorrows, leaning on each other when we were about to stumble or fall, leading the way when needed and holding back when its time to, well, simply put, we were just best friends. We were best friends when we used to be on the phone 2 hours a day, everyday. And we were still best friends when we spoke to each other once in six months. Time, place, fights, misunderstandings, ego, nothing came between us. Lost in these thoughts and memories, I joined the long line of people waiting to wish the newly married couple. I would never ever say this to her but yeah, she did look lovely today, didn’t she? My mouth fixed itself into a permanent smile as I kept looking at her, trying to absorb each of those tiny details right from the way she held the flower bouquet in her hand, to the smile, to the thank-you’s and hand shakes. Glancing through the crowd, she suddenly caught my eye. Eyes widening with joy, she tugged at her husband’s sleeve and I could read her lips perfectly from across the 20 yards between us. “There! See her? My besssssst friend!!!” Her husband looked my way and nodded with a bright smile. Is there any body else who can make you feel so special when you least expect it expect friends?
I inched my way slowly towards her. Now I was so close I could see the thread work on her sari and the mehendi pattern on her hands. She was shaking hands and thanking the madisaar maami before me. I was next. God! I WAS NEXT! What was I going to tell her?! Wish you a very happy married life?? Congratulations?? Hope you have a great future ahead?? I couldn’t even imagine saying anything half as formal to her. What if she burst out laughing on the stage?? I’d probably tell her not to talk as much to her hubby and drive him crazy. Or to remember not to lick her fingers after a meal in her in-laws place. Or to stop jumping on dining tables and sofas the minute she sees a cockroach ten feet away. What the hell was I going to tell her??
She was now pulling me towards her by the arm. I could see the thin film of tears in my eyes reflecting in hers. Oh shit, was she going to cry? She wouldn’t stop if she started. She’d bawl to death. I quickly looked away from her and held my hand out to her husband and mumbled some congratulations. The photographer was yelling out to us to look at the camera and pose for a picture. I stood close to her and held her hand. The fingers were ice cold.
“Nervous??”
“Like hell.”
“You still haven’t learnt how to tie a sari properly.”
“Neither have you.”
The photographer was giving me the clear-the-space look by then.
“I’ll call”
“Ok”
I pulled my hand away and walked without turning, trying to swallow the lump that formed in my throat.
And She. How much we had been through together! A huge bundle of joys, another one of sorrows, leaning on each other when we were about to stumble or fall, leading the way when needed and holding back when its time to, well, simply put, we were just best friends. We were best friends when we used to be on the phone 2 hours a day, everyday. And we were still best friends when we spoke to each other once in six months. Time, place, fights, misunderstandings, ego, nothing came between us. Lost in these thoughts and memories, I joined the long line of people waiting to wish the newly married couple. I would never ever say this to her but yeah, she did look lovely today, didn’t she? My mouth fixed itself into a permanent smile as I kept looking at her, trying to absorb each of those tiny details right from the way she held the flower bouquet in her hand, to the smile, to the thank-you’s and hand shakes. Glancing through the crowd, she suddenly caught my eye. Eyes widening with joy, she tugged at her husband’s sleeve and I could read her lips perfectly from across the 20 yards between us. “There! See her? My besssssst friend!!!” Her husband looked my way and nodded with a bright smile. Is there any body else who can make you feel so special when you least expect it expect friends?
I inched my way slowly towards her. Now I was so close I could see the thread work on her sari and the mehendi pattern on her hands. She was shaking hands and thanking the madisaar maami before me. I was next. God! I WAS NEXT! What was I going to tell her?! Wish you a very happy married life?? Congratulations?? Hope you have a great future ahead?? I couldn’t even imagine saying anything half as formal to her. What if she burst out laughing on the stage?? I’d probably tell her not to talk as much to her hubby and drive him crazy. Or to remember not to lick her fingers after a meal in her in-laws place. Or to stop jumping on dining tables and sofas the minute she sees a cockroach ten feet away. What the hell was I going to tell her??
She was now pulling me towards her by the arm. I could see the thin film of tears in my eyes reflecting in hers. Oh shit, was she going to cry? She wouldn’t stop if she started. She’d bawl to death. I quickly looked away from her and held my hand out to her husband and mumbled some congratulations. The photographer was yelling out to us to look at the camera and pose for a picture. I stood close to her and held her hand. The fingers were ice cold.
“Nervous??”
“Like hell.”
“You still haven’t learnt how to tie a sari properly.”
“Neither have you.”
The photographer was giving me the clear-the-space look by then.
“I’ll call”
“Ok”
I pulled my hand away and walked without turning, trying to swallow the lump that formed in my throat.
missing chennai :(
when i was in chennai i happened to visit Ratna Café, a quaint little restaurant with a formidable reputation for the best idli-sambhar in all of Chennai. I’ve never been there before and as I entered the waft of fragrant sambhar hit me hard. Taking a corner seat, I looked around to see about 30 people eating there and all of them eating only idli-sambhar! I mean, I’ve heard of staple food and all that but 30 people gobbling up idlis drowning in a sea of sambhar as if it was elixir was a bit of a shock for me. Not a single person had dared to order for any other dish. I asked the waiter for a menu card and he gave me a have-you-just-landed-from-Mars look and pointed to a blackboard with some five items scribbled on it. Topmost on it written in bold was IDLI-SAMBHAR. Fine.
“I’ll have…”
He cut me short. “Idli Sambhar? Ok. Anything else?”
“But I never asked for idli-sambhar”
He repeated the ‘mars’ look mentioned above with some added dosage of incredulity and asked slowly as if trying to let the fact sink in.
“So you don’t want to eat idli-sambhar”
So it was some sort of hideous crime to go to Ratna Café and not eat idli-sambhar, I understood.
I gave up. “Ok, idli-sambhar. And a plate of sambhar vada. And coffee” Now he gave me a ‘are-you-going-to-eat-all-this-yourself’ look. Oh please, can’t a girl have a ‘healthy appetite??’ I gave a stare and he slunk away uneasily.
Two minutes ticked away. Our waiter arrived with a plate of fluffy white idlis and placed it before me. He had a large jug in his hand and I adjusted the water tumbler so that he could pour some water for me. Only thing the jug happened to contain sambhar and not water. He emptied the sambhar on top of the idlis. Now I had two large, soft, fluffy idlis swimming tantalizingly in a jug full of sambhar before my eyes. I broke off a piece and out it into my mouth. My eyes closed automatically and the mouth went hmmmmmmmm… Divine is the word to describe the feeling. It’s the closest I’ve been to Moksha. The sambhar drenched spongy idlis just melted in my mouth and I couldn’t stop myself from a second helping. And a third. Err and then there was the vada which was another heavenly experience. And the filter coffee made with the right mix of freshly ground coffee beans and milk with sugar was the perfect way to round it all off :)
i njoyed it...
the mulagabajjis in besantnagar beach the walk in the evg and having bajjis ..the baskinrobin ice parlour and barista near besant nagar beach oh i miss them.......
then the mik do u no what i meant???its our own murugan idly kadai:)Still remember how some five or seven of us used to yell “butter onion uthappam” all at once at a shell shocked waiter and look at the butter coated uttappam reverently once it arrived. oh i missing chennai..the drive to mahabalipuram were we happen to meet our surya and jyothika then the dakshinchitra..the drive to pondicherry..i missing everything....:(
i am missing chennai to the core.....
“I’ll have…”
He cut me short. “Idli Sambhar? Ok. Anything else?”
“But I never asked for idli-sambhar”
He repeated the ‘mars’ look mentioned above with some added dosage of incredulity and asked slowly as if trying to let the fact sink in.
“So you don’t want to eat idli-sambhar”
So it was some sort of hideous crime to go to Ratna Café and not eat idli-sambhar, I understood.
I gave up. “Ok, idli-sambhar. And a plate of sambhar vada. And coffee” Now he gave me a ‘are-you-going-to-eat-all-this-yourself’ look. Oh please, can’t a girl have a ‘healthy appetite??’ I gave a stare and he slunk away uneasily.
Two minutes ticked away. Our waiter arrived with a plate of fluffy white idlis and placed it before me. He had a large jug in his hand and I adjusted the water tumbler so that he could pour some water for me. Only thing the jug happened to contain sambhar and not water. He emptied the sambhar on top of the idlis. Now I had two large, soft, fluffy idlis swimming tantalizingly in a jug full of sambhar before my eyes. I broke off a piece and out it into my mouth. My eyes closed automatically and the mouth went hmmmmmmmm… Divine is the word to describe the feeling. It’s the closest I’ve been to Moksha. The sambhar drenched spongy idlis just melted in my mouth and I couldn’t stop myself from a second helping. And a third. Err and then there was the vada which was another heavenly experience. And the filter coffee made with the right mix of freshly ground coffee beans and milk with sugar was the perfect way to round it all off :)
i njoyed it...
the mulagabajjis in besantnagar beach the walk in the evg and having bajjis ..the baskinrobin ice parlour and barista near besant nagar beach oh i miss them.......
then the mik do u no what i meant???its our own murugan idly kadai:)Still remember how some five or seven of us used to yell “butter onion uthappam” all at once at a shell shocked waiter and look at the butter coated uttappam reverently once it arrived. oh i missing chennai..the drive to mahabalipuram were we happen to meet our surya and jyothika then the dakshinchitra..the drive to pondicherry..i missing everything....:(
i am missing chennai to the core.....
Friday, December 18, 2009
ahem...its him all the while..!!!!
i heard my mobile shouting its heart to wake me at 7:30am on a monday morn i tried to shut its mouth by putting it on snooze for half an hour...finally he won.. got up..saw a new message which had come when i was in my deep sleep at 7.ooA.m.1 New Message". Thought it would be some gal who would hav sent a "good morning, hav an ausm day" ...... But to my surprise...the message was sent by him....and it had "hey, gud morning...jus thought of meeting u today i am in coimbatore,we can go for a drive and have lots of food becoz both of us love eating..My eyebrows went up...cos he hardly sends me a message early in the morning like that, So i could feel how intensified meet it could probably turn out to be!!!on the spot i got of the bed took bath then went to the temple and rushed to principal to get a permission to go out..it was 9 i messaged him where should i come???he replied i will come and pik you..i was in cloud9 never expected such a reply from him...he told he will come to college around10:30.i was already dressed i have to wait for another 1and half hour i didnt no what to do..i called my friend and told what has happened she told hey i am happy for you.....
i dont y that day it took so long for the clock to strike 10:30..i felf like i was waiting the whole day..10:45 1message received...i opened it he aked whr ru?come out..i ran to the warden to get sign and then and signed and reached the atm..he was there in car suprisingly..i asked car???he told i took from my uncle i said ok...we didnt speak for 20mins...he asked so how ru???i said i am fine...asked him the same..he told he is fine...he asked so which movie you want to go?
i remember him telling me he has not seen pazzasi raja malayalam movie he told ok..we took tickects and movie started...i was sooo happy i could never expect that i am watching movie with him...!!!..i coulnt control my happiness...
movie got over he asked now where???i said u decide then he took me to "dats y food"in rspuram..and then to boomerang..i asked what happened to u..he said nothing y?i said onum ellai
time was 4:30..i felt sad onl 1:30 min felt to reach hostel back.i wished i could spent some etra tim and reach hostel around 10 what to do rulesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss???
then i asked him sorry we had a misunderstandings since 4months..i tld u have always been sweet to me...and i never was faithful to you..he didnt speak anything.....
i asked y ru silent i told u sorry from my heart believe
he said plss change te topic
i said plss say u forgave me..his voice changed i asked what happened to ur voice
EZHUNDHIRUDi...........I was like.........."WAT..this is not your voice!!!???"... again he said..EVLO NERAM THOONGUVA EZHUNDHRu"!!!!!... I was still confused!!!!!!.........then felt one strong "THHHUUDDD" on my shoulder......and again i heard the same sentence with some added words in it!!!"ITS SATURDAY DONT YOU WANT TO GO TO TEMPLE"it was my dad.!!! :(
i serched my mobile
1new message..i opened i wished it could be him..it was dhanya di how ru longtime?heard u in tcr can v meet?
how i wish i could get the day like i dreamt
i dont y that day it took so long for the clock to strike 10:30..i felf like i was waiting the whole day..10:45 1message received...i opened it he aked whr ru?come out..i ran to the warden to get sign and then and signed and reached the atm..he was there in car suprisingly..i asked car???he told i took from my uncle i said ok...we didnt speak for 20mins...he asked so how ru???i said i am fine...asked him the same..he told he is fine...he asked so which movie you want to go?
i remember him telling me he has not seen pazzasi raja malayalam movie he told ok..we took tickects and movie started...i was sooo happy i could never expect that i am watching movie with him...!!!..i coulnt control my happiness...
movie got over he asked now where???i said u decide then he took me to "dats y food"in rspuram..and then to boomerang..i asked what happened to u..he said nothing y?i said onum ellai
time was 4:30..i felt sad onl 1:30 min felt to reach hostel back.i wished i could spent some etra tim and reach hostel around 10 what to do rulesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss???
then i asked him sorry we had a misunderstandings since 4months..i tld u have always been sweet to me...and i never was faithful to you..he didnt speak anything.....
i asked y ru silent i told u sorry from my heart believe
he said plss change te topic
i said plss say u forgave me..his voice changed i asked what happened to ur voice
EZHUNDHIRUDi...........I was like.........."WAT..this is not your voice!!!???"... again he said..EVLO NERAM THOONGUVA EZHUNDHRu"!!!!!... I was still confused!!!!!!.........then felt one strong "THHHUUDDD" on my shoulder......and again i heard the same sentence with some added words in it!!!"ITS SATURDAY DONT YOU WANT TO GO TO TEMPLE"it was my dad.!!! :(
i serched my mobile
1new message..i opened i wished it could be him..it was dhanya di how ru longtime?heard u in tcr can v meet?
how i wish i could get the day like i dreamt
Indian democracy at signals..!!!
Red light flashed in a traffic signal more frequently than the other two. Vehicles were moving as slow as a snail and i was totally pissed off with the heat outside .Finally i reached somewhere close to the signal not before i waited for 3 signal changes.Then Saw a little gal approaching my scootywearing a torn skirt and a top....with few ear buds packet and safety pins.She was selling it...Her job is not to beg...but to sell those to the cars and scooters which stops in the signals...sHe came near me and asked me whether i wud need those stuffs... I said i dont want but she kept on insisting me to buy it... When i was struggling to handle his selling pressure.I saw"Tear drops" which was about to flow down of that little gal's eye..My whole day went for a toss.....that picture is still in my heart...not able to forget the tears which was stacked in those little eyes...I didnt know how to react..i told her to sit on my pep took her to a resturent and bought food for her i was shocked to hear her story...I dont know one damnnn thing in this...Should we appreciate these kids because they are not begging but selling something or doing some kind of work to earn??? ....I would ....if they dont take advantage of it thinking that its an easy way to make money.So..wat is the way to eradicate it??. begging shudnt be the option for them at that age....infact at all ages.Being a human being in this country, who wants to do something for the society but doesnt have the authority, to give these kids some work or doesnt have the financial power to give them education and food ....So, do we have to leave it to the govt ????who is partially responsible for the state of these people????....
WHAT MADE ME CHANGE AND MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE...!!!
The most important thing in my life are my parents..and my fly members... i don care about the rest of the world,coz wen u start caring n trustin people,dats d moment they backstab u...trust me it really pains....wat if d person u lyk leaves u saying dat I don realy care for u or I was jus havin a tympass...or wat if 1 day u cum 2 no dat ur best friend is not even ur gud frend..well,believe me guys,it has happend wid me,n it can happen wid any1.........1 moment u trust a person,n d next moment,u feel lyk kicking his/her outa ur lyf..n dat has made me more stronger n more independent in lyf..its not dat I don wanna make frends or I'l stop trustin people,but it'l take me a lota tym 2 hav faith in a person...being me a jovial person i have met diff ppls...and no hows the world..very much...i wud add nobody wud have seen the world as i have....trust me...never ever do fs from ur heart dats wat i have learnt....i no fs is the sweetest thing in the whole world but wat to do????time changes ppl changes....we have to acept others as they r...u cant force a person to behave as u beahave ya care as u care...alws expect the unexpected things...many ppl r der who toks to polietly n friendly but to others they may b telling bad things abt u..so friends i wud say never trust any 1 in this whole world other than parents n god!
movie and a loneliness day :P
Well it was a friday,11th december..only mba's had class in the whole college that really irritated me..just imagaine whole college dont have class and only we the mba's had class..i was really frustuated to the core..i had a headache...i asked sir permission and came to my room in hostel..then i slept..devi knocked the door at 1:30 and asked me how ru?i said i am ok..and was about to go to have my lunch suddenly sweatha and aishwarya came and asked me where ru?we were serching for you...we are going to see paa ru coming??i didnt think twice i said i am coming..time was 1:30 and the show was at 2:10..i asked wheather we will get tickets she told yup..quickly by not even combing my hair i went along them..the movie was good..obviously ab rocked and vidhya balan was gorgeous as alws..we njoyed the movie and came back to the hostel..Then started my hour of loneliness…. I was thinking about the various things that were bothering me… I felt so lonely…
Though I have a Huge circle of friends, I have only a handful of them whom I can call and tell that I just called coz I am frustrated or I am lonely. But unfortunately most of them were either out of India or busy with their wives or busy with something else… That even more added to my loneliness..i called my friend in dubai..i dont y when i talk to him i really get immence plessure...its so fun talking to him...
again i thot of feeling lonely..i called my aunt who is just 8years elder to me...she was not rechable..i got so frustuated then i thout i will make maggi i made maggi suprisingly it was tastier than any maggi i made....i had it..i looked at time it was only 11:30 in night i was not feeling sleepy..next day we didnt have class also i thot i will go home next day..it will be really suprisinging for every1 i stayed in hostel for 25days even my mom was suprised...i am a person who go home every weekend...1st she aked me that when r u coming home?i was extremly happy ..again my mind diverted to boredom i was so lonely...
There are some people who call only if they need something… I tried calling them and Noneof them picked the phone… Is it because they didn’t need me that time? Whatever it is… I am sure that I missed my friends...at 2 i got a call from my friend i was so happy he asked me how ru ..and told i was at office when u called was handling a customer so couldnt pik..i was happy atleast he responded...then we spoke for around 2hrs imagine it was 4 in morning:) he was damn sleepy he was just talking for me he was such a sweetheart to understand my situation..he listened to watever i talked andrespoded too...thank god for giving me such a friend like him.. then i slept off
Though I have a Huge circle of friends, I have only a handful of them whom I can call and tell that I just called coz I am frustrated or I am lonely. But unfortunately most of them were either out of India or busy with their wives or busy with something else… That even more added to my loneliness..i called my friend in dubai..i dont y when i talk to him i really get immence plessure...its so fun talking to him...
again i thot of feeling lonely..i called my aunt who is just 8years elder to me...she was not rechable..i got so frustuated then i thout i will make maggi i made maggi suprisingly it was tastier than any maggi i made....i had it..i looked at time it was only 11:30 in night i was not feeling sleepy..next day we didnt have class also i thot i will go home next day..it will be really suprisinging for every1 i stayed in hostel for 25days even my mom was suprised...i am a person who go home every weekend...1st she aked me that when r u coming home?i was extremly happy ..again my mind diverted to boredom i was so lonely...
There are some people who call only if they need something… I tried calling them and Noneof them picked the phone… Is it because they didn’t need me that time? Whatever it is… I am sure that I missed my friends...at 2 i got a call from my friend i was so happy he asked me how ru ..and told i was at office when u called was handling a customer so couldnt pik..i was happy atleast he responded...then we spoke for around 2hrs imagine it was 4 in morning:) he was damn sleepy he was just talking for me he was such a sweetheart to understand my situation..he listened to watever i talked andrespoded too...thank god for giving me such a friend like him.. then i slept off
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